Feb 03, 2005 18:07
Whoa, lots of gossip! TOOOOOOO much gossip! I think my head is going to explode X_X; I don't see why people like gossip so much. It's not really fun to know stuff about other people unless the person tells you themself...
Finally, when you think people have changed, they prove you completely and totally wrong! When you really see into someone else's head, it scares you. Just because they're your friend doesn't really mean that they are. I admire some people for being so forgiving. But, how do you know that they won't do the same thing again?
The subject matter is TRUST. Can you really trust somebody? Just find a list of your friends and think "Can I really trust them?" I've come to realize over the years that some of these "friends" really aren't as friendly. You think your friends can keep a secret right? Well, the next day they've told their best friend. Um, hello? That's a violation of trust.
Now, those were petty examples. But, those tiny violations of trust could turn into something worse when you get older.
Whoa, whoa, whoa! What am I writing? Well, it's all true, but what good is it going to do? Pointing out flagrant violations of trust doesn't get me anywhere... It's the medication. I've been so out of it lately X_X I'll start doing something, and then a couple minutes later think "What and why the hell did I just do that?" @_@ Too scary.
I'm actually quite happy now despite the previous "complaints." I took a nap, so I don't feel like a zombie anymore ^^! I'm actually going to practice flute right now, because I love my flute! And, it's better to finish all the icky stuff first, so I can play all the better stuff later! Talk to y'all later ^^!