What did I do...
Yesterday was just... bad. All this pressure was centered on me then. And then all of a sudden, I become single. Which was very, unexpected. But I don't blame her, she heard things second handedly, rather then from me first. "I feel your not straightforward, and that I can't trust you."
What was I to say to that? Everyone I know thinks the opposite. Then when someone is dumping you, using those reasons, it kills you inside. Then after I tell her stuff that I just wanted the world to forget about, she wants me back. She's sorry, and she needs me to forgive her.
I broke her. I don't know how, but I did. I want her so badly it hurts. But I can't seem to forgive her.
Because I feel I can't forgive myself.
What was I to say to that? Everyone I know thinks the opposite. Then when someone is dumping you, using those reasons, it kills you inside. Then after I tell her stuff that I just wanted the world to forget about, she wants me back. She's sorry, and she needs me to forgive her.
I broke her. I don't know how, but I did. I want her so badly it hurts. But I can't seem to forgive her.
Because I feel I can't forgive myself.