Strange Day
First of all I could not fall asleep this morning, my sinuses are swollen and they are draining into my chest which is causing serious breath problems. I finally got to sleep, purely exhausted at 3 this afternoon.
I got random instant messages from a girl that Tom was going out with.
I get on facebook, and run into friends and family and I feel that they are all doing better and looking better than I am. (My life isn't bad, but I just haven't been able to accomplish anything lately.)
About 10 this morning some random old, creepy guy knocked the door trying to get Tom to go to some "free" Christian brainwashing thing. Tom took the paper, closed the door, and throw it out.
I stayed up to see if my mom would come online today, but that just weird, because she wasn't on all day. . . I have a really weird, almost paranoid feeling that something or someone isn't right. . . maybe I just have an overactive imagination?
When I did sleep, it was a really weird, darkness, black restless type of sleep. I woke up at 10pm to complete silence . . . yes, that did freak me out.
Then as I was making dinner I had a weird feeling so I felt I should call my mom and a several things happened: 1. As I was signing out, I swear I saw I ghost, shaped as a man walk by, I look again and he was gone. 2. The street lights were going off and on 3. When I called my mom no one picked up which seems really weird as there always someone home, and we do not have call waiting anymore. I also had a really weird feeling when i held the phone. I just need to calm down, and I will call my mom tomorrow and all will be okay . . . right?
I got random instant messages from a girl that Tom was going out with.
I get on facebook, and run into friends and family and I feel that they are all doing better and looking better than I am. (My life isn't bad, but I just haven't been able to accomplish anything lately.)
About 10 this morning some random old, creepy guy knocked the door trying to get Tom to go to some "free" Christian brainwashing thing. Tom took the paper, closed the door, and throw it out.
I stayed up to see if my mom would come online today, but that just weird, because she wasn't on all day. . . I have a really weird, almost paranoid feeling that something or someone isn't right. . . maybe I just have an overactive imagination?
When I did sleep, it was a really weird, darkness, black restless type of sleep. I woke up at 10pm to complete silence . . . yes, that did freak me out.
Then as I was making dinner I had a weird feeling so I felt I should call my mom and a several things happened: 1. As I was signing out, I swear I saw I ghost, shaped as a man walk by, I look again and he was gone. 2. The street lights were going off and on 3. When I called my mom no one picked up which seems really weird as there always someone home, and we do not have call waiting anymore. I also had a really weird feeling when i held the phone. I just need to calm down, and I will call my mom tomorrow and all will be okay . . . right?