May 20, 2010 14:26
I am trying to at things in more of a positive tone as I have been so stressed out that I haven't been even able to focus on writing my blogs.
Negative Positive
I've been really stressed out. --> I will go for a walk. I am going to do some house work. I am able to vent on here. . . hopefully I will be about to get it all out.
My brother is getting better and constantly calling me. --> He could have been still sick. He could have been must worst. He hasn't been calling as much.
My mom is losing her house. --> She can have an adventure living some where new. She could learn to be creative and maybe figure out a way to save it or at least learn to have true faith.
My mom still hasn't found a job. --> She has extra time. She can figure out what she really wants to do.
My cat is still at mom's house. --> She still has time with her kitten. She has time to heal from being spayed.
I might be pregnant with bed-rest. --> I have reason to avoid stress (including my father). I have a reason not to pick up the phone. I can rest up as I know I will not get as much once the baby comes. I will hopefully have a very healthy and happy baby.
I might not be pregnant. --> I have will more time to a few things for me: finish my novel series, find a way to get money and possibly travel. Tom and I will have more "adult time."
I might have health problems. --> I have a reason to avoid stressful situations like dealing with my family.
I have writer's block. --> I get in more in touch with my spiritual side. I can write more prompts and blogs. I can do more research for my writing.
I am easily distracted. --> I am trying to distract myself from worry. I am finding new ways to enjoy my time.
I'm not working. --> I have more time to heal. I have more time to write. I can take some time and do things I enjoy.
Money issues. --> It teaches me to be creative. I have also learned to enjoy things that don't cost that much like poetry, blogging, reading out loud, and talking on the phone (when I feel like it.)
I feel like I want to cry for no reason. --> I'll just watch a chick flick. . . it's okay to cry then. (Where's my bowl of chocolate ice cream and tissues?)
I feel tired all of the time and I have been taking extra naps. --> At least I can dream a lot. . . I love my dream world anything can happen!
I have to see the doctor next week. --> First of all, I was able to change my appointment from Thursday to Tuesday. Secondly, I can see a female mid-wife instead of a male doctor. (I really don't know why men think they have to be OBGYNs, because it just feels preverted to me. I mean they don't have those parts and when you tell them your symptoms they look at you like a deer in headlights. Most women are NOT text book when it comes to their monthly cycle.)
Things are just happening all at once. --> It shows me how to appreciate boredom. I hope things will work out one at time. I am slowly getting stronger. I have good and very supportive online friends. . . thank you. (Please just keep everything in your thoughts and prayers.)
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