what a day
Today has been quite the interesting day, its been really stressful and i dont know what to think of all of this. I hate the feeling of knowing you screwed up and waiting for the consequences that you just cannot prevent in any way. The stuff I'm facing probably doesn't matter as much to everyone else and i dont even know if anythings even going on! i am freaking out and i can't stop! I just pray that everything turns out the way that i want it to, well the way i need it to, cuz more shit on top of what i already am dealing with is going to turn me into a softie and i dont mean strength wise. It's just too much. wow, i didn't realize that this makes me feel better...well thats all for now children. DUECES!