stars...
home again for a while. its nice. i rode tess today...it was so good to ride again. i really miss it. i think about whats going to happen to her...if i should sell her. the thought of that really scares me and makes me want to cry, but i thought i could deal with it. but now that i remember how much i love it, it makes that decision that much harder. i don't know. i went out to feed tess tonight and the stars were out. they were amazingly bright. i haven't seen stars like that in a long long time. it was so clear i could even see the milky way. it really makes you realize how insignificant you are in the grand scheme of things. i don't mean that to be negative, but rather something thats awe-inspiring. we get so concerned with things in our lives when they really don't matter all that much. i know its hard to think about things that way, but wouldn't it be better for everyone if we could all think that way? i know i don't...i wish i could though. oh well...i don't think my idea is very realistic. anyways...back to papers.