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things never really turn out like you think they will. well, i guess i kinda figured they'd turn out this way, i just hoped they wouldn't. its sad that i've grown to expect this kind of thing. its probably not too good of a thing. its funny how you take some things for granted. i wish i hadn't. i know i can't change it at this point, but i've realized the opportunities that i had and how i didn't even realize, or maybe that i didn't think about it til it was too late.
it seems so horrible that i jump to so many conclusions. i hate that i get jealous, and i hate that i take it out on the people around me.
the one person that i could really talk to anything about isn't here anymore, and that makes me pretty damn sad.
so here i sit by myself brooding...
it seems so horrible that i jump to so many conclusions. i hate that i get jealous, and i hate that i take it out on the people around me.
the one person that i could really talk to anything about isn't here anymore, and that makes me pretty damn sad.
so here i sit by myself brooding...