Everytime I Get No Further
Yes, it's been a while since I've written. In addition to my regular hectic lifestyle to which I've become accustomed, I have also turned twenty-four this past Tuesday. I did so kicking and screaming, knowing that twenty-four could never live up to the awesome year of twenty-three that I had. Everyone around me was like, "But you're getting married this year!" Exactly. So many things will change for me this year and that's just it - I don't want them to. Change (even "good change") is still change no matter how you slice it. And I don't have to tell people twice that I don't adjust well to change. Giving up my name, my independence, and the ability and freedom to answer to no one but myself ... mmmm, THAT sounds appealing.
Work is going well, but I'm putting in many more hours and still finding myself broke. I have no rent money (which was due yesterday) and some stale Apple Jacks left to hold me over until I can scavenge my parents' cupboards for leftovers. Things have been a little rough lately. But it's all relative. The only saving grace to the week will be spending the weekend at Mohegan Sun a la Melanie and the strings that she pulled to make it happen. And oh yeah, my fiance's coming up. And we get to argue some more about his parents, money, and procrastination on both of our parts. Fun, ain't it?
"Don't bother saying you're sorry. Why don't you come in? Come on in now and wipe your feet on my dreams. You take up my time like some cheap magazine. When I could've been learning something, well you know what I mean. I've done this before. And I will do it again. Come on and kill me baby while you smile like a friend. Oh and I'll come running just to do it again. I can't believe it - that this is still going on. Just how stupid can one person be? Just how stupid and wrong? Let me tell you that it's lucky for you that we're friends."
Work is going well, but I'm putting in many more hours and still finding myself broke. I have no rent money (which was due yesterday) and some stale Apple Jacks left to hold me over until I can scavenge my parents' cupboards for leftovers. Things have been a little rough lately. But it's all relative. The only saving grace to the week will be spending the weekend at Mohegan Sun a la Melanie and the strings that she pulled to make it happen. And oh yeah, my fiance's coming up. And we get to argue some more about his parents, money, and procrastination on both of our parts. Fun, ain't it?
"Don't bother saying you're sorry. Why don't you come in? Come on in now and wipe your feet on my dreams. You take up my time like some cheap magazine. When I could've been learning something, well you know what I mean. I've done this before. And I will do it again. Come on and kill me baby while you smile like a friend. Oh and I'll come running just to do it again. I can't believe it - that this is still going on. Just how stupid can one person be? Just how stupid and wrong? Let me tell you that it's lucky for you that we're friends."