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it says a lot to cry from being so happy about being at the new salon.
im not an emotional person, at most i show happy and mad emotions.
stephanies the main person that sees me cry if that even happens
i happened to revisit the old salon via myspace.
dare i say i'll never step foot in that salon again.
and i realized just how unhappy i was. it sucks when you realize all the spoiled meat? is accumulated into one salon.
it sucks because it was the first salon i ever worked at, let alone the first job i ever had in general.. back in highschool as a receptionist/shampoo tech.
i just get a dark feeling about how it became, a little discomfort in my stomach too.. i guess you dont really realize how much in a rut you are in until youre out and you realize how much you hated it. i mean i always said to hannah that it said a lot that i hated coming to work becuase of individuals.. and for me to hate coming to do my passion really sucks. but now im out of that black hole and it really was a rotton place.
sure 'they' enjoy saying what they want about us too. how much drama there is. sure there is drama we're a large salon full of pms. but the drama at the max is over not getting to eat or being late. which really shouldnt be acceptable anyways, its not at other jobs.
now not getting to eat i dont condone cause forreal my blood pressure drops i turn into a wilderbeast.
i feel as if i owe crissy a thankyou.
i thanked her after watching 'tabathas salon takeover', and i will tomorrow too.
im not an emotional person, at most i show happy and mad emotions.
stephanies the main person that sees me cry if that even happens
i happened to revisit the old salon via myspace.
dare i say i'll never step foot in that salon again.
and i realized just how unhappy i was. it sucks when you realize all the spoiled meat? is accumulated into one salon.
it sucks because it was the first salon i ever worked at, let alone the first job i ever had in general.. back in highschool as a receptionist/shampoo tech.
i just get a dark feeling about how it became, a little discomfort in my stomach too.. i guess you dont really realize how much in a rut you are in until youre out and you realize how much you hated it. i mean i always said to hannah that it said a lot that i hated coming to work becuase of individuals.. and for me to hate coming to do my passion really sucks. but now im out of that black hole and it really was a rotton place.
sure 'they' enjoy saying what they want about us too. how much drama there is. sure there is drama we're a large salon full of pms. but the drama at the max is over not getting to eat or being late. which really shouldnt be acceptable anyways, its not at other jobs.
now not getting to eat i dont condone cause forreal my blood pressure drops i turn into a wilderbeast.
i feel as if i owe crissy a thankyou.
i thanked her after watching 'tabathas salon takeover', and i will tomorrow too.