im not unfaithful but i stray
i think i have bad circulation
my hands and feel get so cold they hurt occasionally, theyre always cold
im currently wearing gloves
so a month ago, give or take a day/week
it was confirmed that one of my biggest fears would be a tsunami, while watching i believe it was the discovery channel on the one that hit india
i hate big waves
thats why i like sandbridge its a very rare occasion that theyre are big waves
so i have come to the assumtion that it is the reason i have had multiple nightmares of tsunamis
last night i was so scared i started vomiting uncontrollably? i mean does that even happen when people get nervous. thats just sick.
i survived, i dont know how, it just jumped to the part where i was in some small city somewhere like mexico and i was reunited with my cat and my mother
i havent been that happy/relieved in a long time
however, i did a silly research on what that dream means since its now a common occurance
and online dream dictionary said it was due to being overwhelmed by some repressed feelings or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface and that im very unhappy and experiencing emotional unstability.
wth?
can they atleast tell me what unstability im having? how do i know im having it? i must be damn good and concealing things cause i dont even know what im concealing
seems all too dramatic for me
stephanie has lent me her old cell phone and im very excited, its not new but new to me!
i almost liked not being able to be contacted. the only hassle was not being able to get intouch with someone when i wanted and feeling bad about using someone elses minutes.
this weekend is the R&K banquet, im sooooo excited. its going to be so much fun. getting to hangout with steph, crystal, and everyone and taking the party back to the hotel room is going to be nice
i know we all get on eachothers nerves at times but i truely enjoy their company
my hands and feel get so cold they hurt occasionally, theyre always cold
im currently wearing gloves
so a month ago, give or take a day/week
it was confirmed that one of my biggest fears would be a tsunami, while watching i believe it was the discovery channel on the one that hit india
i hate big waves
thats why i like sandbridge its a very rare occasion that theyre are big waves
so i have come to the assumtion that it is the reason i have had multiple nightmares of tsunamis
last night i was so scared i started vomiting uncontrollably? i mean does that even happen when people get nervous. thats just sick.
i survived, i dont know how, it just jumped to the part where i was in some small city somewhere like mexico and i was reunited with my cat and my mother
i havent been that happy/relieved in a long time
however, i did a silly research on what that dream means since its now a common occurance
and online dream dictionary said it was due to being overwhelmed by some repressed feelings or unconscious material that is rising up to the surface and that im very unhappy and experiencing emotional unstability.
wth?
can they atleast tell me what unstability im having? how do i know im having it? i must be damn good and concealing things cause i dont even know what im concealing
seems all too dramatic for me
stephanie has lent me her old cell phone and im very excited, its not new but new to me!
i almost liked not being able to be contacted. the only hassle was not being able to get intouch with someone when i wanted and feeling bad about using someone elses minutes.
this weekend is the R&K banquet, im sooooo excited. its going to be so much fun. getting to hangout with steph, crystal, and everyone and taking the party back to the hotel room is going to be nice
i know we all get on eachothers nerves at times but i truely enjoy their company