My Time.
I've come to realize that I'm at an awesome point in my life that will never happen again. I want to take it all in while it's here. I have a once in a life-time opportunity right now and that's to be a college student.
I have decided that I'm going to try and focus majority of my time on myself. This is the point in my life where I need to and can focus on myself.
How do I switch gears? I have no idea.
I'm starting by taking up Yoga. Yoga is an exercise that focuses on you and only you.
A video is on it's way.
Another thing I think might help is eating better, staying on a sleep schedule and finding time to do things for myself.
I give and give and give and never ask for anything in return. But, over time, that wears on a person.
I've cut the people out of my life that don't bring me good. Why do we choose to keep people in our lives that bring us down or make us sad? I think part of it is guilt. I'm over that. It's my time.
I'm trying to begin this new year learning more about myself. Understanding why I feel the way I do.
A lot of things have happened in my life that I wish I could change. None of which do I regret. I never regret anything. But it's hard to go on with your life unless you are able to put the past behind you.
What makes me happy? Well I'm not quite sure about that either.
I think Love does. With the right person/people.
Beginning a healthy life. Focusing on my health and well-being.
Understanding myself.
Doing specifically what makes me happy. No matter what the price is.
I've been reading business books. Thinking about what I might do after graduation. I see myself getting a job, of course. But what kind of job? I will be graduating with an Interior Design degree. But, where does that put me? Well I think it gives me a lot of different options.
I've really been thinking about my "Dream Job" a lot lately. I don't talk about it much. It's almost one of those things that people hear about, but don't know anybody actually doing. I know I would do well and love it. I think more schooling might be required in order for me to do this. It intails me opening my own business.
When is too young, too young to open your own business and have clients take you seriously? How will I start a business with school loan debt? How can I get more loans with school loan debt? How will I ever be able to pay back my loans if I keep taking more out? When is opening your own business a realistic idea? At what age will my friends and family take me seriously about it? What if I'm very passionate about it and nobody believes in me?
It sounds perfect. It's me