Aug 15, 2005 21:56
woah, you know what i just realized, im in high school. isnt that crazy, lil becky lynne all grown up. ugh i hate it i wish i was still 5 it was so easy then, no drama all cupcakes and barney. ugh to be back then. things are different now, and im not sure if they are better or worse but just different like everything, life in general. but i guess i have to deal, thats all you can do right. on the top in happy, gittery, excited, but hten when i sit down and think about it deep down im shaking but it will all be alright thats just what i have to tell myself, everything will be alright