Aug 10, 2005 11:17
Wow, okay well this is gonna be just a ranting entry..but do you ever feel like your losing a friend. Because i really feel that way right now. Like this person was and has been my best friend for a good amount of time and now its like i dont even know them anymore. I hate that feeling more than anything in the world. and just like i realized it when i was going through some pictures. we had some good times and i miss it so bad and i havent felt that feeling in a long time but i cant say that i havent had fun with them because i have but not the same its not the same and i hope that i can have that feeling back soon because i miss em really bad and i dont know if they know it or not but i cant just say it to them because theyd think i was mental, maybe i am maybe i am just freaking out over nothing but oh well i guess i will never know and thats a shitty feeling to not know and the last time i went with my gut and did something on a limp i got hurt and i am not gonna put my self up to that again. wow im not really making sense so im just gonna stop..
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