Nov 08, 2005 16:30
sometimes i wonder why it is that when friendships go sour, that the closest friendships always end up the worst of all...i'd have to guess because when you no longer share a friendship with someone you were once really close to, you feel really vulnerable about the information they possess regarding yourself...but i can't help but be loyal to them and keep their secrets sacred as you remember the circumstances under which you were told...if only they knew...
there are some people out there that i used to be close to, and no longer speak with - some of whom i share a mutual dislike with, and some who just dislike me - either way, i carry your secrets to the grave, as i was told them in confidence, and in confidence for a reason...i'm not just going to ruin you because you hurt me...
i may be thinking of one person in particular as i write this, who i contacted recently but who never responded, but i suppose it applies to all...love lost is not love forgotten...