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Not my broken heart.. but someone else's. When someone you care so deeply for is in pain, how do you mend their broken heart? How do you put the pieces back together rightfully so in order to make the pain stop?
Someone amazing has come into my life, and he has touched me so deeply that I cannot even put in words how he makes me feel. Sadly enough, we barely even know each other. Sure, I know of him and we have spoken briefly on occasion, but with times conflicting one another, we have never had a chance to sit down and really talk. Did you ever get that feeling in the pit of your stomach, and you don't even need to talk to the person to know that it's there? It's there everytime you see his picture, or read his typed words on the pages of his journal, and you just know that there's something that you feel for that person, and it intrigues you to want to know more. This is the stage that I am at right now, and it's so hard to take a step further.
What's even worse is... he's in pain. I would do absolutely anything to make his pain go away. If I have to take the pain upon myself to make him feel not an ounce of it, then so be it. Anybody that knows me knows that I would do this for anyone I care about, whether it would be a family member, a friend, or a significant other. It just hurts me so much to see this amazing man in so much pain and feel as if there is nothing I can do about it.
Worse enough.. as I continue to think, and learn more.. the plot thickens.. and it becomes harder. All I'm asking for is a chance, a chance to prove that I can be stronger, and perhaps better ... that I could never break his heart and that I would go to the ends of the earth just to speak to him, to know more about him.
It scares me that I feel this way.. and all I want out of it is a chance to sit down and talk.