this is my farewell to this city...
Disenchanting the romantic.
This is the real, this is the shame.
These limbs search feverishly for the gift of gravity.
Coarse twine tears clean.
And i have thought about this very instance for all time.
Decades longer than you or I.
Crimson comforting, scorching this flesh, giving its caring for me.
And i have thought about these moments for all time.
Dangling from a silver lining.
These lungs welcome the crimson tides of misfortune.
Hell to pay, this is my farewell to this city...
-converge_farewell note to this city-
I'm such a wreck right now. I'm slowly starting to realize what I have done. I'm afraid for my future. Have I justified my past? Should I learn to let him go? Or should I hold on to him for dear life? He's leaving Monday...I might go with him...forever. People think I'm being childish and impulsive...but they don't understand the love that I feel for him. These feelings are so hard to live with, I don't want to face them anymore. I hope it all works out in the end.
<3
This is the real, this is the shame.
These limbs search feverishly for the gift of gravity.
Coarse twine tears clean.
And i have thought about this very instance for all time.
Decades longer than you or I.
Crimson comforting, scorching this flesh, giving its caring for me.
And i have thought about these moments for all time.
Dangling from a silver lining.
These lungs welcome the crimson tides of misfortune.
Hell to pay, this is my farewell to this city...
-converge_farewell note to this city-
I'm such a wreck right now. I'm slowly starting to realize what I have done. I'm afraid for my future. Have I justified my past? Should I learn to let him go? Or should I hold on to him for dear life? He's leaving Monday...I might go with him...forever. People think I'm being childish and impulsive...but they don't understand the love that I feel for him. These feelings are so hard to live with, I don't want to face them anymore. I hope it all works out in the end.
<3