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I stayed up until 5:30 a.m. last night and woke up at 10 a.m. Why? I don't know. I hate sleeping. If it wasn't necessary to keep my sanity, i wouldn't sleep at all.
I've been listening to the Ani Difranco CD that Fish gave me. I love it. I want to go out and get the rest of her CD's, and some of the other bands on her label are great too, like Bitch and Animal. Anyways, kitty is doing well. We let her out, and she spent the entire first day running around. She's not clawing on anything, but she does sit and stare at the birds for hours.
Right before we went to pick her up on Friday night, we stopped by the second cup on Lakeshore across from Higher Ground for a coffee. I went their with a friend once, last year. I want to go back, because when i looked around all i saw were couples of women sitting together. *giggles* I leaned over to my brother at on point and said "You know, i think this is place is big with the gay community." He just looked and me and laughed.
I wanted to go see my new vampire friends in Oshawa yesterday, but when i told my rents they freaked out, because i was meeting someone off MSN.
I've decided to put off all other expenses in exchange for started an emergency fund. That means no food (like pizza and cookies), coffee, cigarettes, drugs, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!! I'm not going to spend another penny. Because right now all i have is enough to buy one bus ticket. I'm going to put it in the bank. I'm going to take every quarter, nickel, dime, penny and save it, because right now it wouldn't surprise me if one night i would need the money to stay somewhere or the buy food.
I have re-kindled my joy of writing with paper and pen. I've yet to decide whether or not to transfer my written work onto my LJ. Well, if i do, not all of them will be up here. The ones that don't make it up here are the ones that i write down and never look at again. Either they're too personal or i would alienate all my friends.
For those who have not read Hard Love by: Ellen Wittlinger, READ IT!! For those who have, the idea of myself going to Oshawa was me trying to gain a little speed. I need distance, i need freedom, to find myself. I feel like i can't here. I feel like i am so trapped here, so bound...
Gack! Such emo retarded crap! Enough of that. I'm out of here
Fare ye well and fare a good night
I've been listening to the Ani Difranco CD that Fish gave me. I love it. I want to go out and get the rest of her CD's, and some of the other bands on her label are great too, like Bitch and Animal. Anyways, kitty is doing well. We let her out, and she spent the entire first day running around. She's not clawing on anything, but she does sit and stare at the birds for hours.
Right before we went to pick her up on Friday night, we stopped by the second cup on Lakeshore across from Higher Ground for a coffee. I went their with a friend once, last year. I want to go back, because when i looked around all i saw were couples of women sitting together. *giggles* I leaned over to my brother at on point and said "You know, i think this is place is big with the gay community." He just looked and me and laughed.
I wanted to go see my new vampire friends in Oshawa yesterday, but when i told my rents they freaked out, because i was meeting someone off MSN.
I've decided to put off all other expenses in exchange for started an emergency fund. That means no food (like pizza and cookies), coffee, cigarettes, drugs, ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!! I'm not going to spend another penny. Because right now all i have is enough to buy one bus ticket. I'm going to put it in the bank. I'm going to take every quarter, nickel, dime, penny and save it, because right now it wouldn't surprise me if one night i would need the money to stay somewhere or the buy food.
I have re-kindled my joy of writing with paper and pen. I've yet to decide whether or not to transfer my written work onto my LJ. Well, if i do, not all of them will be up here. The ones that don't make it up here are the ones that i write down and never look at again. Either they're too personal or i would alienate all my friends.
For those who have not read Hard Love by: Ellen Wittlinger, READ IT!! For those who have, the idea of myself going to Oshawa was me trying to gain a little speed. I need distance, i need freedom, to find myself. I feel like i can't here. I feel like i am so trapped here, so bound...
Gack! Such emo retarded crap! Enough of that. I'm out of here
Fare ye well and fare a good night