a quick entry
something occured to me tonight in a conversatuon with a friend.....and that thing is that when guys look at me, i want them to be more impressed with my personalitiy then with my body. Ive been told i have a nice body and that i also have a great personality too.....well, i want my body to be a second. But, for reasons beyond my control, my body always comes first...its not like i can go up to a guy, cover his eyes and say "ok, judge me on my intellect before you stare at my breasts please". I know the guys who've liked me in the past and possibly like me now, DO like me cause of my personality (or, i HOPE they do) but i cant help but think the inital attraction had to do with somehitng that happened totally by fluke...i got my body by total and utter fluke, but my personality and things i say and way i think are 100% mine...and thats how i want to be known, respected and liked for. Not for a genetice mishap. Makes me mad that ppl base so much on looks....they're so, decieving, not what really counts.....what really counts is what a person has to offer in terms of sentiment and heart, morals and mind...not breasts or legs. God, if i wanted a nice set of those i'd go to KFC......