Why Can't We All Just Get Along ?!
I'll start this out with a nice heavy sigh.
::sigh::
Elf's trying to write me out of his social circle. He claims he isn't, that he's just busy and stressed, but he's lying through his ass; which he does fairly regularly. He has plenty of time to spend with other people, he hangs out with them plenty, so if he truly wasn't trying to write me off, he'd hang-out with me too more than just when forced to by Kristi.
What's frustrating is that I can't figure out what I did that is making him do it. I really want to just jot it down to he is annoyed by me, or he is trying to move on past me, because they make the most sense. I don't know. I just wish I could go back to November 2nd and re-do that day, then maybe he'd still be able to stand the sight of me. If I just hadn't left work early, or hadn't talked to Kristi when I got to clark, it would have all been better, I wouldn't have been an asshole, Jesse wouldn't be such a hypocrite every time he has TO hang out with me, and perhaps he might still be able to be honest. who knows.
Unfortunately, I can't go back in time, no matter how much I may want to. So I'll just have to figure out some way to get back into his good graces (HA! like that'll ever happen) Cause I really always have valued his friendship, and I'm finally out of my "death of best friend" depression, so I can actually behave like a normal adjusted human being again.
::sigh:: Why can't everybody just get along?
::sigh::
Elf's trying to write me out of his social circle. He claims he isn't, that he's just busy and stressed, but he's lying through his ass; which he does fairly regularly. He has plenty of time to spend with other people, he hangs out with them plenty, so if he truly wasn't trying to write me off, he'd hang-out with me too more than just when forced to by Kristi.
What's frustrating is that I can't figure out what I did that is making him do it. I really want to just jot it down to he is annoyed by me, or he is trying to move on past me, because they make the most sense. I don't know. I just wish I could go back to November 2nd and re-do that day, then maybe he'd still be able to stand the sight of me. If I just hadn't left work early, or hadn't talked to Kristi when I got to clark, it would have all been better, I wouldn't have been an asshole, Jesse wouldn't be such a hypocrite every time he has TO hang out with me, and perhaps he might still be able to be honest. who knows.
Unfortunately, I can't go back in time, no matter how much I may want to. So I'll just have to figure out some way to get back into his good graces (HA! like that'll ever happen) Cause I really always have valued his friendship, and I'm finally out of my "death of best friend" depression, so I can actually behave like a normal adjusted human being again.
::sigh:: Why can't everybody just get along?