rambling on
After I left Greg yesterday to come home, I felt good. Well, not good that I was leaving
him but good as in everything between us was good.
There were times when we could look at eachother and smile without saying anything to each other.
I love just touching him in the slightest way, even if we are on the
couch and our arms brushed up against eachother. The smallest things can mean so much
When I left to come back to school, I felt like I had the warm fuzzies for him all over again,
haha as gay as that sounds. You know how you can get all excited over someone you
just started dating? yeah.
I feel like i could go on and on, telling him all the mushy gushy stuff I felt.
But ehh, I don't want to bore him. I feel that I do sometimes and he just absorbs it without a reaction.
I just can't stress enough about how I feel about him. I guess I'm insure about it. I don't want him
to forget how much I really care, despite the crap he's going through right now.
I'm not really going to be able to talk to him often through out the week, so I need to say how much
I care more often, but I wish I would be able to hear it from him. I'm a girl and insecure,
what do you expect. Maybe it's because he's a guy, so that crap doesn't come as easy to him or
something...::shrugs:: He's doing through some crap right now, so I should just accept that he loves
me and leave it at that. He's go other things on his mind, I shouldn't impose.
him but good as in everything between us was good.
There were times when we could look at eachother and smile without saying anything to each other.
I love just touching him in the slightest way, even if we are on the
couch and our arms brushed up against eachother. The smallest things can mean so much
When I left to come back to school, I felt like I had the warm fuzzies for him all over again,
haha as gay as that sounds. You know how you can get all excited over someone you
just started dating? yeah.
I feel like i could go on and on, telling him all the mushy gushy stuff I felt.
But ehh, I don't want to bore him. I feel that I do sometimes and he just absorbs it without a reaction.
I just can't stress enough about how I feel about him. I guess I'm insure about it. I don't want him
to forget how much I really care, despite the crap he's going through right now.
I'm not really going to be able to talk to him often through out the week, so I need to say how much
I care more often, but I wish I would be able to hear it from him. I'm a girl and insecure,
what do you expect. Maybe it's because he's a guy, so that crap doesn't come as easy to him or
something...::shrugs:: He's doing through some crap right now, so I should just accept that he loves
me and leave it at that. He's go other things on his mind, I shouldn't impose.