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On my lunch breaks I like to drive with the music blasting into Santa Ana, just to cool down from all the bullshit I'm fed at the office. As of right now I love my job. But everything in my personal life is sort of sucking. I'm growing out of a lot of people I truly don't want to grow out of.
I'm getting older but the people I surround myself with are either staying still or moving backwards. Don't you hate when someone you know so well falls behind? When someone you care for so goddamn much changes on you for the worst? Can you not even stand when the one person you trusted and loved to death do you part ends up being the one god damn person that forgot, and began treating you like a punching bag opposed to a best friend?
And don't you love through all that realization you find a couple other people that have been there from day one, or day five, not like it matters- because they're there for you regardless of cuts/bruises/scars? I fucking love good friends.
Howie I love you, Pank- I love you. Sister(s), I love you to death.
I'm getting older but the people I surround myself with are either staying still or moving backwards. Don't you hate when someone you know so well falls behind? When someone you care for so goddamn much changes on you for the worst? Can you not even stand when the one person you trusted and loved to death do you part ends up being the one god damn person that forgot, and began treating you like a punching bag opposed to a best friend?
And don't you love through all that realization you find a couple other people that have been there from day one, or day five, not like it matters- because they're there for you regardless of cuts/bruises/scars? I fucking love good friends.
Howie I love you, Pank- I love you. Sister(s), I love you to death.