All At Once
"Sometimes, we'd never know without the pain. Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same..."
~The Fray~
Have y'all ever gotten up in the morning and all day been filled with this indescribable feeling...(this is going to sound incredibly weird)...its like an anxious joy? Sort of a nervous ecstacy? Like you don't know whether to scream, holler, and just run around the room or fall to your knees and pray? Yeah, okay I'm weird I know...
Anyways, that's how I have been feeling today.
So I am happy because the week is nearly over, and I didn't have a nervous breakdown like I thought I would. *throws confetti* I feel kind of bad because I have a friend who is really going through it with her boyfriend. They had a huge fight yesterday...I didn't really hear what was said, but I could tell she just wept. I really feel for her :* - ( . Also, I found out that my dad is still in a lot of pain from his surgery. For those that don't know, he had a kidney stone removed last week. Well, they told him that they're glad that he came in to get it removed because his tube is clamped down and won't allow him to pass it. (I know nothing about biology so don't ask me what tube it is) Anyway, they had to stick a stint in to stretch the tube out and my dad has been in incredible pain ever since.
The thing is...my dad doesn't feel pain. He never takes pain medication and like, gets root canals and refuses novacaine. So...you know my dad is hurting when he takes pain medication that the doctor gives him. Plus, my mom pulled her arm and is in pain too and she's trying to take care of her mom...yuck, its just not a fun situation.
Anyways, crazy crazy. I'm kinda nervous because today I get my fiction story workshopped today. LOL, I need to pop a couple vallium before that session lol.
DUDE! Freakin' A? I swear, my arms are like going numb. I feel like I'm on some kind of drug (And, yet I don't do them). What is UP with this? It's like an anxious tingly yet numbing feeling at the same time...kind of an orgasmic rush. OMG, I did not just write that.
Okay, before I um, embarrass myself even more..I'm gonna go. Now. Bye.
~Rebecca~ (@)~}