Nov 19, 2003 22:55
Well people say they have a broken heart, i have a hole in mine. I went to the Doctor because of my migraines and several other symtems that could have been caused by a hole in my heart. Well its there. I didnt want to know how long or any of that crap to be honest it doesnt matter i will live each day as it is my last even if i have a million more of them. I have been blessed by many things in my life and i am thankful for all of them. So this may be goodbye i know its impersonnel but i cant tell everyone goodbye in person even if i wanted to. Thanks for makeing my life interesting the good the bad and that wich was just there. I have learned alot at least as much as a 28 year old can. G-d is my best and truest friend and i know Adoni is waiting for me. I try to smile all the time now so that when i go i go with a smile knowing that i did good in my life and tried to lead a goodlife i dont know the scorecard but hope i did well. To anyone who reads this i leave you all something: Never be afraid to be yourself, never let anyone or anything make you different than the person you truly are. You are the same person at 8 that you are at eighty we do not change we mearly evolve hopefully into something greater then we were.