Just Another Blue
I'm not going to date Brandon. It's not worth the aggravation and the hassle that I know it would cause. I'm not just going to jump at the chance to have a boyfriend because it's offered. Sure he's not bad looking but I don't feel anything for him other then a kind of odd casual interest that I believe stems from just being bored.
Heaven's not enough
You think you've found it
And it loses you
I want something badly...I need something more in my life right now which I'm not getting. I don't know what it is either. Perhaps it's just the ever present need to get away...or maybe it's just how my body reacts to winter. Cold weather messes me up.
I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe...forget
It's quiet at home. I'd almost rather be at school. Go figure, I always want to be where I'm not. I really wonder what happened to my old mentality...where I could be happy anywhere doing anything. When did I change so much? I'm not fully happy with that change either. Who knows. Maybe I'm sad because I'm just playing sad music?
And it loses you in a cloud...
When do I get to go on my journey to search for what I want?
Heaven's not enough
You think you've found it
And it loses you
I want something badly...I need something more in my life right now which I'm not getting. I don't know what it is either. Perhaps it's just the ever present need to get away...or maybe it's just how my body reacts to winter. Cold weather messes me up.
I'd fly away
to a higher plane
to say words I resist
to float away
to sigh
to breathe...forget
It's quiet at home. I'd almost rather be at school. Go figure, I always want to be where I'm not. I really wonder what happened to my old mentality...where I could be happy anywhere doing anything. When did I change so much? I'm not fully happy with that change either. Who knows. Maybe I'm sad because I'm just playing sad music?
And it loses you in a cloud...
When do I get to go on my journey to search for what I want?