anxiety attacks suck
so they put me on major medicine to stop my crying fits. now i cant feel my face. general awesome feelings about that. on the bright side my purse has quite a nice street value. i feel myself getting more and more cynical everyday. i dont like it. i miss thinking i could do anything. for now it takes everything in my being to get up and get to class. some days i do better then others. i know im isolating from everyone but i cannot help it. the only two people who i feel safe around are my mom and dan. i keep having dreams about dom. these leave me in quite a state. im sorry if i ignore your calls everyone. i dont want to burden you with my thoughts. im okay in my safe bubble. maybe soon i can come back to the real world