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I never realized how much I truly miss my friends I used to hold so close until last weekend. I saw Keith for the first time in a while...we went out to lunch and ended up talking for four straight hours. It was so nice to be able to just talk about anything and everything that is going on in our lives. I spent the night at Amanda Morris' house last night. Claire, Amanda and I had a girl's night. All we did was stay up late watching movies and making jokes about the most random things; but I haven't had that much fun in a really long time. I just wish I felt comfortable being like that with rest of my friends. I saw Scott, Joe and Brandon last night too. Went to the MCP boys soccer game with Claire. They didn't win, but I loved watching them play. Being there made me sad that Bryan isn't playing this year. I love that kid like a brother, and I just want him to be happy...so I guess if this is what he needs to do, then it's most definitely the best thing for him. I miss you all so much, and I wish so badly that for once in my life I was actually good at keeping in contact with people. And I know that's no excuse, but hey...I don't know what else to say other than the fact that I am a horrible person. Thanks for being part of my life.