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I feel like I have been really anti-social lately. Be it with my friends here at Poly, or friends that are away at school. I think the only person I have a quality conversation with everyday is my sister Bonnie. It's kinda bad, but at the same time, I just don't really have the energy to put into every relationship I have. It seems to me that any time I do put in effort, I tend to work at it too much, and just get on people's nerves. I guess what I'm trying to say is that in the past, I have put way too much emphasis on my friendships; and now that I am realizing this, I'm not putting enough into them. I mean, if I don't try, then it doesn't matter if the relationship goes down the drain...because it won't be me getting hurt. Right?