So yeah...life sucks.
So I haven't written in this in so long. I was reading a few peoples journal and kept getting, "I can't believe this year is over" kinda stuff, and began to think, yeah it is almost over. And of course they started naming off so many things that has happened over the year, and so I started thinking of all the things that have happened. And my god so much has happened...so much has changed. So much has changed, and to think of the changes took place here without any outside help like there will be when I leave in May, when people leave here in a few weeks. It's just amazing to see where a life ends up, ya know? And so scary to think about where it will end up. I had my last class today for the fall semster, for my last fall semster, and it's scary and exciting all at the same time to not know what I will be doing in six months. I mean, you go to highschool knowing you'll go to college, you go to college knowing you have another year of college, but now... I mean, I can't wait to leave here, to just go, but I think of all my close friends from highschool, how I don't talk to them anymore, and I fear that will happen here. I never really had a family, and the few attempts have failed. But here, I know I have people here that I can call, I can depend on, and knowing they won't be here anymore, knowing that I won't be here anymore, is just hard to think about. I was looking thru my old journals I use to keep last night, and it's just so weird how things change. I guess forever is just not as long as I thought it was.