Harry Potter and Gameboy
Did I really update my journal before 7 AM this morning!?! how crazy am I? Yeah but today could possibly have been the worst day of my senior year so far. Everything just seemed to go wrong in ever single class, and i almost broke down and let out what i was really thinking. That could have been dangerous. I have some really awful thoughts about people, and its getting harder and harder to hold them in. I realized today that I'm not smart and everyone knows it. I'm not good enough in school. Yeahyeah FUCK YOU. But so i thought work might be better, but it was worse and everyone was in the worst moods and they made me work a half hour longer than i was supposed to. So i came home, and Ian calls and we almost didnt hang out becuase of some tecnical problems but we found a way and I'm superglad that we did. Mmhmm. So we were waiting at the mall for his ride and i ran into my loveley cousin Chrissy, and Ian left, and i followed her to her car.... hahaha and ended up driving myself over to their house and surprising my amazing family. I stayed for maybe a half hour and we talked and talked and it was nice and i want to spend more time with them reall soon. That made my night :-)