heavy, aint it heavy, aint the night heavy

[reasons_unfold]

wow. havent been as drunk as i was last night in a long fucking time. so drunk. this morning i had to skip class and just come home because i woke up still drunk and almost fell asleep driving. my mom wont let me live it down that i came home so ridiculously hungover and dead. she is not nice.

i napped sooooo delusionally for a couple of hours. then, i ran some errands and drove around, etc. late night adventures, parks, top of thai siam, guitar hero.

im losing my mind. my life has stopped moving. move life! go!!!

i dont want to sleep alone tonight. its not even that i necessarily want someone in my bed, i just want someone to be in the same room. not sure why.

so tired all of a sudden. bed.