"today i realized i could no longer remember what you were like when you still loved me" -postsecret
i cannot help but be impatient, even though i dont know what direction i want to go in. i dont know what im impatient for. changes? progression? i think this is it. progression in any direction. i need to keep moving, remember? i am restless. i lay awake at night unable to sleep because i am restless. i wake up and cannot fall back asleep because i am restless.
but being restless is good. being restless leads to action, to adventure and to having fun.
to getting things done. yesterday i did finish unpacking and i cleaned out my whole car. now, somehow, in between working 1-10 today and going out afterwards, and working 1-10 tomorrow, i need to do about five hours of physics homework and 3 hours of reading. haha. i can do it. i am not afraid.
anyway, shower and then reading time. then work! which should be a good time. but who knows.
but being restless is good. being restless leads to action, to adventure and to having fun.
to getting things done. yesterday i did finish unpacking and i cleaned out my whole car. now, somehow, in between working 1-10 today and going out afterwards, and working 1-10 tomorrow, i need to do about five hours of physics homework and 3 hours of reading. haha. i can do it. i am not afraid.
anyway, shower and then reading time. then work! which should be a good time. but who knows.