beneath my skin

[reasonofyours]

The feeling of losing.
I really hate it.

I can't help but feel that I lost my best friend. Someone I could rely on. Someone I was so close to.
But I guess it's all my fault.
Anyway you have a new best friend.
Does it really matter if I care?
Because you don't care. Because you have others to care for you.
At the end of the day, I'm dispensable, all over again.

I really hate going to school now.
I want to be positive, but it's really hard.

I really detest everything.
I really detest myself.

Forget it. I always lose.
Lost my pride and dignity.
Lost a good friend.
Lost more friends.
Now I'm losing myself too.