and as i never see the changes, i will be useless as i try
I want to fly with them.
I really do.
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No, it's going to get harder,
And it's going to burn brighter,
And it's going to feel tougher each and every day.
So, let me say that I love you-
You're all that I've ever wanted,
All that I've ever dreamed of to come.
And yes, you did come;
I want you so bad, can you feel it too?
You know I'm so, I'm so in love, you-
I want you so much,
I need you so much,
I need you, I need you, your touch.
And I'll swim the ocean for you,
The ocean for you, whoa, oh Kelsey-
And I'll swim the ocean for you,
The ocean for you, whoa, oh Kelsey.
Yes, I do like Kelsey.
The most ironic thing is that I once hated a certain Kelsey so, so much.
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4th May-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI AN!
I know things just happen suddenly.
Sometimes some things happen at the worst time, ever;
I know you were so unprepared and it was so unexpected.
But I want you to know that she has gone to a better place, walking hand in hand with the Lord.
You know that he will bless, and keep her.
Her pain and sufferings are all gone, now and she's happy, with Him.
Death is something everyone has to go through sooner, or later.
So I really do hope that you'll pull yourself together.
This birthday might not be too good, but-
Happy birthday, anyway.
I'll be keeping you in my prayers.
Stay strong in the Lord and your walk with him.
Be faithful!
Love you!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA XIN!
JIA XIN!
You are 14!
Okay.
I know this birthday is sucky for you. (Like how mine was sucky for me.)
But, I do hope you have a happy one.
SORRY THAT I'VE TO GIVE YOU A LATE PRESENT.
Your brother will recover, don't worry!
I'm sure he will!
Although lung infection totally sucks (I never want to go through it, again), I'm certain that he'll be better.
You know, I learnt a lot from lung infection at four years old, so since he's eight now, I'm sure he'll learn more.
So, cheer up kiddo! (Okay, that's weird.)
I hope your ankle recovers quickly, too.
GET WELL SOON, COLETTE!
Sorry I didn't hold tight enough.
This proves my arms are not strong enough.
I want more muscles.
OKAY.
GET WELL SOON COLETTE.
I want you to train with me again!
I love partnering you.
Although we're seriously slow in the pairball work (because someone always throws way right or way left), we always have a lot of fun.
We always end up with stomachache.
I think if we continue, we'll both get abs-
From laughing, that is.
Okay, get well!
GET WELL SOON, JUNSU!
I'm touched that you're still pushing yourself although you're wheelchair-bound, now.
Get well soon, Su.
The other four need you.
We need you.
I need you!
I know you don't want to let the fans down and you want to give your best, but-
Your health is first, please take care of yourself!
I hope you recover soon!
Thank you for being so strong.
(And for always being such a good role model for me.)
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I.
Hate.
School.
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MY AUNT IS GETTING MARRIED ON THE 14TH OF JUNE!
I am doing this on purpose...obviously.
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What hurts the most,
Was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowing,
What could've been.
And not seeing that loving you-
Is what I was trying to do.