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it seems at these late hours of night i find myself thinking. what is it that i am suppsosed to do, why didnt i do that or what is wrong with this. then i just kindly remind myself that i regret nothing, that nothing could have been any different without changing what is right now, and i dont know about you guys but i am rather in like of what my life has in store for me, i like the place im at. it seems so supprising that i can be so comfortable with my life considering the way i used to be, the kind of emo bitch i was. its kinda funny that i would find such a person in the least likely of poeple. i must thank you melisa you have opened my eyes in this night to who you are and who you have been. never could i have ever imagined that you were the person you are, and i never imagined your mind would be what it is, the beauty i find in it. thank you for opening yourself to me, i am honored. it seems that i misjudge many people and i must appaulogise for that, i am too gulable for my own good, gulable to the way people first apear. oh well i guess not much i can do change that now.
oh and btw melisa that convo lasted for 4 and a quarter hours, didnt quite beat my record but hey you give it a damn good run for its money.
i think im gonna sleep right here on the couch. but hey i dont know why im like this, sleeping so late in the morning, especially when i went to bed very shortly after i got off the phone. i had indeed gone to bed shortly after that but now here i am still awake at 5:05 nothing really to talk about anymore.
i kinda agree with who ever it was who made the song jesus walks, i mean all this depravery and filth makes it so big in the industry but then someone comes out with a song with a religious message and it becomes almost taboo in the sense that nobody listen too it no one requests a song like that. oh well maybe im just rambling. all i really know is that that song has a pretty cool video. no im not getting into rap, i just dont care if its on anymore.
well im gonna go before i bore you all too much. so i guess i must say good morning, with the feeling of a good night.
G-Mesa
oh and btw melisa that convo lasted for 4 and a quarter hours, didnt quite beat my record but hey you give it a damn good run for its money.
i think im gonna sleep right here on the couch. but hey i dont know why im like this, sleeping so late in the morning, especially when i went to bed very shortly after i got off the phone. i had indeed gone to bed shortly after that but now here i am still awake at 5:05 nothing really to talk about anymore.
i kinda agree with who ever it was who made the song jesus walks, i mean all this depravery and filth makes it so big in the industry but then someone comes out with a song with a religious message and it becomes almost taboo in the sense that nobody listen too it no one requests a song like that. oh well maybe im just rambling. all i really know is that that song has a pretty cool video. no im not getting into rap, i just dont care if its on anymore.
well im gonna go before i bore you all too much. so i guess i must say good morning, with the feeling of a good night.
G-Mesa