Aug 21, 2004 00:24
PAST:
spending quality time with with my good friend kristin whom most look past but they really dont know what their missing.
went to orientation, got the crappiest lockers, i actually have to climb stairs to get to one of my classes. my bother said i have good easy teachers.
went to emily bowers party for her french exchange student and it was a nice get together.
decided that i hate a lot of things being said and done by my friends.
PRESENT:
its slowly catching up to me that im goin through a drastic change too slow.
my brother is settling in his new LA apartment in between hollywood and beverly hills... loser.
watching the olympics and making fun of mike phelps underbite...hahahaha
FUTURE:
must see garden state
5 days till school
erica will keep her skanky hands off of you know who
will burn down this house
and now a word from your friends- say anything
shit! nothing makes sense, so i wont think about it. i'll go with the ignorence. eat, sleep, fuck, flee; in 4 words, thats me. i am full of indifference. what do the old people teach us but how to die and what do your hissy fits teach you except how to cry. i have no taste. i dont like these tiny portions or your artful abortions of sound, sealed with a kiss and slathers in the sauce sarcastic.
go choke on your irony
the futile outweighs the beautiful so i'm dining along, so good night. i shall not love, yet i'll still sing about it. i hope it covers the ocean with slime, the drama and drool.
im leaking the blood of a fool.