Sep 19, 2004 19:30
i looked up and and used every muscle in my face to smile
today made me happy
the sky is gray and the air smells of damp pavement and steamy grass.
i didnt use a single light today so i sat in the gloom and thought in depth.
-the time has come for colds and overcoats
i popped in deja entendu and felt complete
past:
went to the learn to row day at RCRC- it was great
J'ai mange diner avec mes amis a Pasta? C'est tres amusant
they are the greatest friends anyone could have
je suis allee aux fujis avec brynn, barney, luke, et T
Apres,nous avons alles le army de salvation et luke a achete beaucoup vetments. Hier, je suis allee le biblioteque avec ma mere et j'ai fait des deviors.
last night i went to my neighbors house cuz she was having a little adult party with expensive food and shit so i went and had to leave cuz the middle age men were a little tipsy and were convinced i was at least 21 year old. they pulled the whole one eared elephant trick... yea
she had this friend from somewhere in south america cook 400$ worth of lobster and shrimp but i didnt eat much cuz my head was pounding
present:
titanic is playing in the other room- ive never see that movie in my life and i dont plan to
talking to erica about the say anything concert
my heart is racing
contemplating on going to Disneyland for halloween with my brother or having a party that i dont want to have
longing for tomorrow to be more somber
future
RCRC tomorrow
Muse on wednesday snow patrol some time after
the vicious cycle of school starts once again only 37 more weeks to go
row row row your boat gently dow the stream
merrily merrily merrily
life is 'bout a dream