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i ordered my new court shoes today! they are yellow! i heart them. conditioning this morning sucked so bad, my feet were KILLING me. there is something wrong with them i swear. and plus i sucked it up at practice. so lately i dont know what my guy situation is, because i dont know i wasnt counting on all the things that have gone on with every guy ive ever gone on a date with! even the ones that my friends dont know about! which sucks cause now i dont have anyone to talk to about them, but i guess ill deal. my coach, charles, i think already isnt diggin me too much. he always thinks im not paying attention, but i am i swear! an today one of the other coachs was talking to me while charles was talking to everyone else and charles looks at me and goes "so what are we doing aurora?" and i was like "uhh i dont know i was talking to coach K." and he was all blah blah about it, and now i feel like hes keeping an extra close eye on me, waiting for me to foul up. oh well whatever ill play the way i want to and if he doesnt like it too bad im the only other setter hes got. Plus if he wants to bench me fine, i can be just as annoying to him probably even more when i sit next to him. At least Kelly, our assistant coach likes me, or atleast i think she does, shes so nice. I went and got cheese fries with Holly after we dropped off kelsey. We chatted it up and talked about how she needs to tell those damn JV girls to do what they are suppose to do and not give her their responsibility on the court. She is so passive its crazy. she just doesnt want the girls to think she is a bitch, because she isnt, at all. man, soon as im done with this im going to go use that massage thing chris got for me last xmas, at least the kid came in handy for something, right? haha. yeah he totally randomly IMed me last night, the 1st time in months, it was so awkward not to mention i totally wasnt in the mood to play ex-girlfriend whoes still nice to him. anyway off that topic, and on to... how i dont get my car back tomorrow! what the hell man. suddenly there is hail damage? uh try no, i saw none but they say there is some, so whatever. i cant wait to get it back so i can get the stang from my sister. for now im stuck with my brothers piece of shit. i hate that damn car. eh so im ganna make one of those photo journal things at like web shots or photobucket or something, ill post the link when i actually get around to making it, which probably wont be untill this weekend because after morning conditioning i pass out then go to practice then ususally out with holly and kelsey for a bit. so maybe after my sat practice in the morning, no wait i have pictures? maybe? im not really sure. but sometime this weekend ill try and get there. plus Mihn's bbq is this friday, and kelsey and i are going for a bit inbetween conditioning and practice. but i suppose thats about it for the moment.

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