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Bozhe, ya letayu prosto kak vo sne :))) Stol`ko vsego proishodit, i plohogo, i horoshego, no samoe glavnoe letnyaya sumatoha nachalas` i I LOVE IT! :)
I`ve just got my passport back today and OH MY GOD - I`ve only asked for a 2 week tourist visa to the States - opened my passport to find a multiple entry visa for 2 years... I swear I was soooo happy that i cried, lol. It just makes my life so much easier in regards of my future - whatever happens with my life here, in the end of the day I can just move to Lenka to Colorado - she wanted me to, so there we go. I`ll master my painting and drawing skills, just like I wanted, and just see what happens next I guess.
On the other hand... I seem to be soooo in love, so so so sooooo in love with Tom LOL!!! I was terrified to start realizing that this could actually be a normal, not twisted relationship FOR ONCE!!! He is not shady, even though we have to kind of hide what`s been happening between us... but whatever, nobody needs to know. But again, I`m sure everyone at the farm knows anyway. Some are only guessing, others know for sure. He might have confided to some of his mates as well, besides they must all be picking on him because of me :) Just they way they were picking on me all night long :)))
When we were on our way back to Frankston, he jumped in the back seat and I sat with him. We were chatting with the guys, and he moved his leg against mine, and then secretly grabbed my hand so that the guys wouldnt see... LOL it`s so funny and cute... That night when he came to cuddle up to me, I asked him if I could come see him again when I`m back. He asked when I was going. Then at some point I told him: can we just wait for a couple of weeks? meaning that Courtney - the reason that pulls me back - will leave and I`ll come back from the States...
I think we are in love :) I am sure we are in love :)
I`ve just got my passport back today and OH MY GOD - I`ve only asked for a 2 week tourist visa to the States - opened my passport to find a multiple entry visa for 2 years... I swear I was soooo happy that i cried, lol. It just makes my life so much easier in regards of my future - whatever happens with my life here, in the end of the day I can just move to Lenka to Colorado - she wanted me to, so there we go. I`ll master my painting and drawing skills, just like I wanted, and just see what happens next I guess.
On the other hand... I seem to be soooo in love, so so so sooooo in love with Tom LOL!!! I was terrified to start realizing that this could actually be a normal, not twisted relationship FOR ONCE!!! He is not shady, even though we have to kind of hide what`s been happening between us... but whatever, nobody needs to know. But again, I`m sure everyone at the farm knows anyway. Some are only guessing, others know for sure. He might have confided to some of his mates as well, besides they must all be picking on him because of me :) Just they way they were picking on me all night long :)))
When we were on our way back to Frankston, he jumped in the back seat and I sat with him. We were chatting with the guys, and he moved his leg against mine, and then secretly grabbed my hand so that the guys wouldnt see... LOL it`s so funny and cute... That night when he came to cuddle up to me, I asked him if I could come see him again when I`m back. He asked when I was going. Then at some point I told him: can we just wait for a couple of weeks? meaning that Courtney - the reason that pulls me back - will leave and I`ll come back from the States...
I think we are in love :) I am sure we are in love :)