I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE, THEY ONLY REMIND ME OF YOU
alright so today has been another day of deep thought and i have concluded that girls love assholes... every girl has that one asshole that they keep going back to. regardless of what has ahppened in the past or what has been said.. Some may call it fate, other may call it love while others may call it plain old stupid... however we are all victims to that one one asshole... Girls love assholes because if he wasnt an asshole then he would just blend in with the rest of male population... for example... think of the one person that you despise mostly... and then think about all the things that you hear about them.. its amazing how you may find yourself knowing more about a person you hate than a person that you love... anyways back to my whole asshole thing... the thing about that asshole you find yourself running back to him the moment you have the chance... i happen to be a victim of this.. and i hate myself for it... i dont understand the reason for the strong attraction and despite all the things he may have done to me i still find myself helplessly head over heels for an asshole... i guess my situation is a little different from others since my asshole is half way around the world however its the same concept. I find myself wondering if he's ever thinking about me. or did he really mean the things he said to me on our last night spent together or were those just lies... i find myself contemplating these things over and over again and can never find the right answer... its like your soo caught up in the moment when you are with that asshole that its almsot as if you are too happy to care about what everyone else says and you put all your trust him because you want things to work out... and its quite hypocritically for me to say this but despite how hard it is to do this dont dwell on it... follow your heart and do what YOU think is best.. dont listen to what others tell you because you know i made that mistake and that honestly just hurts you more and all thought i figured i would put this as private i know alot of people who feel the same way as me and go thru the same thing and i want you to know im here for you and i love you girls and if u ever need anything you know where to find me...i love you mwah!