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Well the weekend turned out to be routine. We slept late, hit some junk stores and went out to eat. Tonight we went to the auction. I must say that I was really disappointed because we had the weekend to ourselves and he didnt seem like he wanted to do anything much as far as going to do something different for a change. Tomorrow he's getting up early and having breakfast with one of his friends, then they are going to work on one of their boats. So I rekon I'll just post stuff on Ebay, do laundry or go find him something for his birthday monday since I dont have anything for him yet.
Today has been a bad depression day for me for some reason. I thought about the grandbaby last night and couldnt get her off my mind.. of course I called them but as usual, no one bothered to return my call. Sometimes I can go a week or two or more without it hitting me, but today it hit hard. Thank goodness for my meds, they do help take the edge off of things even though they have made me go up a pants size, of which I am certainly not thrilled about. I think this episode of depression was fueled because I didnt get to do anything fun, just the same old stuff. I really wanted to do something!! I dont think its as important to him as it is me, because he stays busy with different things all the time and as for me.. I just do the same stuff day in and day out which never really seems to get noticed by anyone really.
Today has been a bad depression day for me for some reason. I thought about the grandbaby last night and couldnt get her off my mind.. of course I called them but as usual, no one bothered to return my call. Sometimes I can go a week or two or more without it hitting me, but today it hit hard. Thank goodness for my meds, they do help take the edge off of things even though they have made me go up a pants size, of which I am certainly not thrilled about. I think this episode of depression was fueled because I didnt get to do anything fun, just the same old stuff. I really wanted to do something!! I dont think its as important to him as it is me, because he stays busy with different things all the time and as for me.. I just do the same stuff day in and day out which never really seems to get noticed by anyone really.