Today
Well I was going to get a coffee today. I walked by a table and they had free depression screening, I kind of laughed and went to get coffee. On my way out I stopped and filled out the questionare(after this big booming voice in my head screamed "DO IT!!!) Well it turns out that I'm fucked up. I always have been. I don't want to be anymore. It's been a long fucked up life, and I've never tried to do anything about any of it. I'm going to call and set up an appointment and see what happens from there. They offer free counseling and free visits with a shrink. I really, really, really need both. So I'm going to go in, be honest and open, and try to get myself out of this craziness that I live in daily. I'm emotionally damaged, mentally damaged, and damaged in so many ways.
Reaper......
Reaper......