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I guess I did it again. Refused to see the writting on the wall...
Where to start.
Laura and I are over...for good. Shes...tore me a good one. Her and Duffy are datting..she will deny it all she can, she will say she still loves and cares for me....but I know its a lie now.
Funny, how when somthing like this happens, you expect tears. I expected to be screaming, hiting the wall..everything. But I'm not. Blame it on Ciggerettes.
Yea...ciggerettes. my new hobbie. 'Smoke smoke smoke, puff that ciggerette till you die'
So...im blah. Feel kinda..shell shocked. Numb and cold. Maybe I will cry later.
I told her we were threw...and she just said 'okay. see ya.'
...
I really want to get drunk. right now. A big ol' bottle of vodka and a tiny botle of orange juice. Thats what i need. Hook me up.
Maybe Josh will...
Laura...you were great. you gave me so much. Now you take it all away and give it to someone new...and I wont say a word, as long as you happy. He makes you that way. I am glad for you. Maybe he will give you somthing you want that i couldnt. Maybe your parents will like him. maybe you will love him. Thank you for 4 months of your life. I dont regret any of it.
I guess this makes me single. Any of my friends know a nice, single, slightly or extreamly kinky girl that is looking for a guy? give he my number if you do. I cant wait till I have my car back. Get to go to Books-a-million again. Hang out in joe mugs, smile and see people. Soon enough, ill be 21...and then theres no end to it. Clubs, bars. Hell, i could become popular.
I am going to try and update more...i know I missed alot here. Quiting walmart. The chance to go to South Carolina. But I am too....numb to type it.
Good bye, my Lala. May your days be blessed, and may your love stay strong. G'night everyone.
Where to start.
Laura and I are over...for good. Shes...tore me a good one. Her and Duffy are datting..she will deny it all she can, she will say she still loves and cares for me....but I know its a lie now.
Funny, how when somthing like this happens, you expect tears. I expected to be screaming, hiting the wall..everything. But I'm not. Blame it on Ciggerettes.
Yea...ciggerettes. my new hobbie. 'Smoke smoke smoke, puff that ciggerette till you die'
So...im blah. Feel kinda..shell shocked. Numb and cold. Maybe I will cry later.
I told her we were threw...and she just said 'okay. see ya.'
...
I really want to get drunk. right now. A big ol' bottle of vodka and a tiny botle of orange juice. Thats what i need. Hook me up.
Maybe Josh will...
Laura...you were great. you gave me so much. Now you take it all away and give it to someone new...and I wont say a word, as long as you happy. He makes you that way. I am glad for you. Maybe he will give you somthing you want that i couldnt. Maybe your parents will like him. maybe you will love him. Thank you for 4 months of your life. I dont regret any of it.
I guess this makes me single. Any of my friends know a nice, single, slightly or extreamly kinky girl that is looking for a guy? give he my number if you do. I cant wait till I have my car back. Get to go to Books-a-million again. Hang out in joe mugs, smile and see people. Soon enough, ill be 21...and then theres no end to it. Clubs, bars. Hell, i could become popular.
I am going to try and update more...i know I missed alot here. Quiting walmart. The chance to go to South Carolina. But I am too....numb to type it.
Good bye, my Lala. May your days be blessed, and may your love stay strong. G'night everyone.