byee

[reannamarie]

So i have been doing a lot of thinking.. I always thought about you and how much I still would want to make it work. For a while I thought it was useless and would never happen, then I thought maybe, just MAYBE I could, because we had started talking again and everything. Now I read your posts and what not and I think I was just imagining things. You probably didnt know it but I was still holdin onto you. oh well, these things happen right? So I guess what I am saying is goodbye... goodbye to everything there might have been. but then again, im guessing you werent thinking about there ever being something again. I talked to a friend about it all and all she kept telling me is "talk to him, just talk to him! Kiss him, that will tell you if theres something there" It was a good idea suppose.. But the talking didnt really work out.. I tried, but it really cant just be me tryin for it all.. you werent trying for me, which let me know it was over. So this is goodbye, it was fun.

Smiley.

P.s. one of my favorite memories was at the gazebo. Just thought you might wanna know.