Jared, I totally undrstand how you feel. I have been feling the same way a lot lately. I feel lost and stagnant and confused and that my desires are not my own but borne out of habits and comfort. I don't know what to tell you, because I haven't had any great revelations. I feel more demotivated each day. Frozen almost by fear and doubts that I really don't know what I want or what I should be doing and that's why I'm so unsatisfied....But I know that I am this way because I need to CHANGE...to actively make a choice to change the way I live and am. Sometimes I wish I could just sleep for a year and wake up in a new life doing what I am afraid to persue. Don't be consumed my dear friend. I'm preaching to the choir, but think about what it is you really want and really want to do....even if it's just one thing that will give you great satisfaction if you can acomplish it. You will begin to see that you have the power to make your life a desireable one, you just have to find the loophole in your brain, the thing that will help you to reprogram your thought process. I don't know if it makes any sense, but it's helping me.....slowly but surely. Jared, I really care about you and I hope you know that I value you because you have such a unique way about you. You should treasure who you are and figure out how toi get in touch with that thing that makes you boil and want to move and grow. I think that will help you a great deal.
I totally undrstand how you feel. I have been feling the same way a lot lately. I feel lost and stagnant and confused and that my desires are not my own but borne out of habits and comfort. I don't know what to tell you, because I haven't had any great revelations. I feel more demotivated each day. Frozen almost by fear and doubts that I really don't know what I want or what I should be doing and that's why I'm so unsatisfied....But I know that I am this way because I need to CHANGE...to actively make a choice to change the way I live and am. Sometimes I wish I could just sleep for a year and wake up in a new life doing what I am afraid to persue. Don't be consumed my dear friend. I'm preaching to the choir, but think about what it is you really want and really want to do....even if it's just one thing that will give you great satisfaction if you can acomplish it. You will begin to see that you have the power to make your life a desireable one, you just have to find the loophole in your brain, the thing that will help you to reprogram your thought process. I don't know if it makes any sense, but it's helping me.....slowly but surely. Jared, I really care about you and I hope you know that I value you because you have such a unique way about you. You should treasure who you are and figure out how toi get in touch with that thing that makes you boil and want to move and grow. I think that will help you a great deal.
Love,
Mya
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