May 31, 2005 23:13
I'm all alone tonight and for 5 nights after this and tonight I am drinking. Not for any particular reason other than its been so rough the past couple of days due to all the CRG websites getting hacked that I'm so happy the backups are up for the most part and now everything is close enough to fine. I was so scared that the backups would be duds and I'd have to redo them all. Meghan is gone for 5 days opening up a store in Northern VA. Its the longest we've been apart EVAR since she turned 18. I miss her but I probably wouldn't so much if I had hot mamas here with me. I think that's what is making me think maybe not forever with the Meghan. Its like yeah I miss her when I'm all alone drunk talking to Mikey but if I had someone else here would I really miss HER. I mean maybe all I need is a person. I use to think that I required only someone to be content then thought that maybe I needed something much more. Now I'm like hey this is as good as it gets...but why limit yourself to one person if really all you need in life is A person. Does tat mean I have low standards or maybe I'm still not getting the whole compatibility thing. Screw this more beer...PLEASE!