we'll dance them very much
I am not starting from the beginning because it takes too long.
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Going though old papers I realize my life is a weird monologue. I was recently asked for monologues for an upcoming show and got all intimidated. Then I realized I do have them. I have a shitload. From total fear to amazing abundance.
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Still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. Turns out I am good at sleeping, eating, fucking and dorking out on the internet. Not sure how to fit that on my resume. But I can totally picture the interview.
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Listening to a lot of Mose Allison, because I now I can without annoying anyone. But it still makes me kind of giggle that Mose was an annoyance to anyone. Ever.
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I was thinking about stuff I want my daughter to understand about life and came up with this:
Follow your heart, keep your integrity, when you must be firm you can also be kind. No means no. Change your underpants. Eat well. No one ever gets to hit you. Celebrate your period because it means you are normal and not pregnant.
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I had two dreams last night that I was homeless. In one I had moved into a row house and was supposed to have my own apartment but then found out I was expected to share a one room apartment with my ex husband. I had already moved out of my old one. I was very upset. I became homeless.
In the second dream I was moving into a dorm and was supposed to have my own room. I was setting my stuff up when someone came in and also began to unpack. I told her I did not know I would have a roommate and she told me I probably would. But it would not be her. I was in the wrong room. Turns out I was homeless.
*
Going though old papers I realize my life is a weird monologue. I was recently asked for monologues for an upcoming show and got all intimidated. Then I realized I do have them. I have a shitload. From total fear to amazing abundance.
*
Still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. Turns out I am good at sleeping, eating, fucking and dorking out on the internet. Not sure how to fit that on my resume. But I can totally picture the interview.
*
Listening to a lot of Mose Allison, because I now I can without annoying anyone. But it still makes me kind of giggle that Mose was an annoyance to anyone. Ever.
*
I was thinking about stuff I want my daughter to understand about life and came up with this:
Follow your heart, keep your integrity, when you must be firm you can also be kind. No means no. Change your underpants. Eat well. No one ever gets to hit you. Celebrate your period because it means you are normal and not pregnant.
*
I had two dreams last night that I was homeless. In one I had moved into a row house and was supposed to have my own apartment but then found out I was expected to share a one room apartment with my ex husband. I had already moved out of my old one. I was very upset. I became homeless.
In the second dream I was moving into a dorm and was supposed to have my own room. I was setting my stuff up when someone came in and also began to unpack. I told her I did not know I would have a roommate and she told me I probably would. But it would not be her. I was in the wrong room. Turns out I was homeless.