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Things are good. I'm an official MT-BC. I have a MT Job. In schools- i miss my hospitals, but i love my kiddos. and i miss new orleans! Two weddings and a baby coming soon, and we just had another engagement! So a third wedding next year!! (and i'm sure there will be another engagement way soon. I'm so excited! I'm figuring out grad school. Where or where to go. and which one will hook me up in NY. i think i'm down to 2... so it's all good. one audition/interview is scheduled. on a slightly deeper note- sometimes you need to stop doi.... Okay, this is what i was writing "sometimes you need to stop doing and just be done" but that wasn't coming out right. but do you get me? You can't be everything. do everything. Sometimes, you have a right to expect everything. and that is okay.
and as a favorite livejournal friend of mine once said... though i don't really remember exactly what it is... so i'm just gonna go at it (you can fix it if you remember it) "Melissa, life isn't all candy bars and milkshakes" (okay... so that really wasn't it... but I was doing the raindrop song with my lil kiddos today... haha) but you get the jist. and i realize i am a very optimistic person, and very happy. And I am thrilled that i am that way... but i do realize it isn't all candy bars and milkshakes... i just wish it wasn't sometimes.
and i wish i could expect everything- and i have trouble standing up and saying that and being confrontational... but maybe i will. or maybe it will just happen... but there goes that candy bar world of mine. Maybe we'll get lemon drops and gumdrops.
and ps. cheers for the start of american idol season 5... FOR REAL.
and as a favorite livejournal friend of mine once said... though i don't really remember exactly what it is... so i'm just gonna go at it (you can fix it if you remember it) "Melissa, life isn't all candy bars and milkshakes" (okay... so that really wasn't it... but I was doing the raindrop song with my lil kiddos today... haha) but you get the jist. and i realize i am a very optimistic person, and very happy. And I am thrilled that i am that way... but i do realize it isn't all candy bars and milkshakes... i just wish it wasn't sometimes.
and i wish i could expect everything- and i have trouble standing up and saying that and being confrontational... but maybe i will. or maybe it will just happen... but there goes that candy bar world of mine. Maybe we'll get lemon drops and gumdrops.
and ps. cheers for the start of american idol season 5... FOR REAL.