Here we go again.
You know, this is getting quite annoying now. Those cycles between depression and confidence-slash-offensiveness. Not getting anywhere. See, what happens is, I'm to callous and inconsiderate for others, so all this offensive shit comes out of my mouth (like so). Then I realize that, and feel badly about myself, so I try to be less social, so less people get my ignorant social stabbing. Then I isolate myself, and people label me as a "shy and nice" guy. Then I don't have any friends. Depression. Then I realize that I need more confidence, and this whole thing starts over again. This is just a nonsensical psychological diagnosis of mine, which has no validity at all. I guess I'm just a loser. Henceforth, I'll be a hermit. Then I don't have people to bitch around with, high maintenance girls (all of them) to maintain... sounds like a plan.