Here's to a birthday lament
So currently I am not exactly sober (please excuse any spelling or grammer errors therefore) but I must say that this is the second birthday in a row that I have celebrated completely single and honestly it sucks.
I don't know if its the whole libra thing (apparently Libras don't think they're worth much unless they're in a relationship) but I never feel more lonely than during my birhtday. Which is probably why I don't really celebrate it much.
Needless to say tonight I went out to two different bars. One, the Dublin Pub, where many of my friends were waiting and where I recieved the only birthday gift (not from my family) that I will probably recieve this year, which honestly was pretty fun. Then I went to Hammerjack's, a local bar where a friend of mine bartends. Now it was an amazing character study to watch countless guys get turned down from the one girl that I was really drawn to at the club, but needless to say I never approached her and am honestly glad that I did not, seeing as how I am rather drunk, but oddly enough still able to type coherently, and apparently spell rather well. Anyway, it was great fun watching guy after guy get shot down, but I realized that I had absoutely no chance with this beautiful woman either so I just stood idly by and watched, while getting a free beer or two from my friend who bartends. Anywho, this birthday wasn't the best, but it wasn't the worst, well maybe close but not terrible.
Wish I was with you guys, all of you. The people who read this I love very dearly and miss extremely.
Hope you have a good one and hope I get to see you all soon (whether you're in Chicago, LA or anywhere else I'll find a way!)
G'night and good luck
PS Although I did get to see two fights broken up tonight, one of which ended in a guy getting carried out by two bouncers which was rather interesting.
I don't know if its the whole libra thing (apparently Libras don't think they're worth much unless they're in a relationship) but I never feel more lonely than during my birhtday. Which is probably why I don't really celebrate it much.
Needless to say tonight I went out to two different bars. One, the Dublin Pub, where many of my friends were waiting and where I recieved the only birthday gift (not from my family) that I will probably recieve this year, which honestly was pretty fun. Then I went to Hammerjack's, a local bar where a friend of mine bartends. Now it was an amazing character study to watch countless guys get turned down from the one girl that I was really drawn to at the club, but needless to say I never approached her and am honestly glad that I did not, seeing as how I am rather drunk, but oddly enough still able to type coherently, and apparently spell rather well. Anyway, it was great fun watching guy after guy get shot down, but I realized that I had absoutely no chance with this beautiful woman either so I just stood idly by and watched, while getting a free beer or two from my friend who bartends. Anywho, this birthday wasn't the best, but it wasn't the worst, well maybe close but not terrible.
Wish I was with you guys, all of you. The people who read this I love very dearly and miss extremely.
Hope you have a good one and hope I get to see you all soon (whether you're in Chicago, LA or anywhere else I'll find a way!)
G'night and good luck
PS Although I did get to see two fights broken up tonight, one of which ended in a guy getting carried out by two bouncers which was rather interesting.