May 22, 2003 19:24
Okay, I'm going to take this livejournal thing head-on. I haven't been making real entrys for months now, even though I keep trying. Something about what is going in my life right now has made me too timid for LJ. Yeah, timid. I realize that being too timid for lj is like being too gay for san fransisco, but bear with me. It seems like my confidence has stablized on all other stages of my life, but when I'm writing in my blog I become so self-consious about how I come off, that I give up and settle for one sentence updates (see every from now to... say January). I'm not sure what the deal is. My level of happiness is pretty damn stable, despite the stress of the last couple of weeks.
But to shits with that. I'm going to write damn long entries with lots of juicy commentary from now on, whether I like it or not. The bitch is back, so to speak.
So, an update:
My school life has become a painful farce. Showing up to class seems like a horrendous waste of time, but I have to show up to graduate. Not work, mind you. Just show up. Thank god I've only got 13 more days of showing up to do.
I'm heading out east tomarrow, to see sasquatch with John-John, Jessica, Sarah, JJ and his band of crazies. We're camping friday night at the gorge, seeing the shows on Saturday, and driving home Sunday morn. It should be nothing short of incredible. If you haven't seen whose on the bill yet, it's too late to tell you.
AND i dont' have to work this weekend. Fuckles to you, dishes!
And onward...